hurting heart

私が願うのは あなたとの絆だけ
色褪せない約束をこの胸に刻んで

2006年1月26日木曜日

Movies!

So Venus amd I bought some popcorn, anticipating on the situation we were facing. Two girls voted out of B.Sc. CS?!

We (erm... me, Oxba, Mastermind, Yoshi, Esper and Venus) were having some nice dessert at the Mall when the news broke.

With that slow rendition of Menuju Puncak on my head, I just stood there in blankness, while eating my popcorn. This is a good movie...

Mastermind said I'll cry, because he cries in (some) sad movies and I, being more jiwang/sentimental than him, would assume to cry a lot more. There, the scene was perfect. The two girls had their Samsonite bags with them and was covering their heads, hugging with our other aspiring girl students.

They started to speak up, I was expecting "Thanks for voting for me" to their fans.

"We passed!!!!!"

...

*munches on popcorn* This is a good movie.

2006年1月25日水曜日

dood...

Last night I slept like a peach. Still a few hours late (12:30) but I woke up fresh at 6.

Well, yesterday we had lunch at Big PaPa's, and really, there should be a type of order which is 1.5 of a meal =_= for me one is not enough but 2 is excessive.

And I really need to start the truckloads of my projects soon...

2006年1月24日火曜日

Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like I'm not wanted.

Especially when I'm around them.

It's not entirely their fault, but, come on... I'm no friggin junior you blow your nose on.

No matter. I'm determined to make it work.



Got a shiny pdf that goes with my project outline. Now the real work starts. ...and oh I have to go to class now but meh. I'll see how sucky I get for my first assignment.

And lately I feel so lazy at night... and waking up late too.

2006年1月23日月曜日

>:/

Before we continue, let's have some bangga-spam.

GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNIIIIIIIITED!
So you see, the PC at my house broke down, and I said to buy a new system unit with just the DVD and harddisk retained from the old one. I said I'll leave the thing for my bro and sis to decide because I'm not gonna be the one who will use it, they do.

At WYWY Seria I had to repeat what I said. My dad and bro said to 'repair' the thing -_-+

So yea, I had to make myself clear. For the better of my siblings. But honestly, I don't care as long as they keep their hands off my laptop everytime I come home.

2006年1月21日土曜日

whoa...

I just witnessed a chess lesson by t3h mastermind. Any other chess n00b would give up at one point but not him who pwned his opponent by checkmate. He won a lot of material during the game even if he had to endure a Queen sacrifice (something I often do as early as possible).

He's truly awesome.

Anyway, I need to come up with my real programming project real fast. I just realised this early morn that doing a fractal program wouldn't work.

2006年1月19日木曜日

Apa ni...

>_> where the crap is Dr. Mahmud... I didn't see him at all today. =_=

Anyway, it's a very tiring Thursday, and I'm glad to be home. Now I'm gonna start writing my friggin' report... zzzzz

Something made me so depressed today... :/

Oh yea, I drove half the way to home using my auntie's Suzuki Ignis.

Nothing else to talk about...

2006年1月18日水曜日

mou yada

Dammit... I hate drama.

Anyways, that's not the point of my Blogger entries. So we had our frist English class and =_= it's gonna be 2 hours a week again.

Dammit... can't think of any other thing to write. My e-drama is as such a pain-in-the-ass as ... some of you's.

:x so you think I'm not capable of such? Dream on.

~_~ Have meeting later. But after that I'm going straight to my room, do some laundry and then play Princess Maker 4. Chinese, so t3h suck. Has seiyuu, and it's Nana Mizuki and Ayako Kawasumi, hoshit that's a great lineup. Still Gainax. Artwork looks similar to SisPri. Maybe chara designer is Naoto Tenhiro (same as Sispri obviously).

Oh yea, last night I completed Daneta 2 with a Rune Maiden. t3h own. And now I'm bored with Heartful Party and Subaru Poker, two doujin games I can't play in public ;D.

2006年1月17日火曜日

...

Our Stats tutor looks like KOTOKO.

:x.

Well I need contents when I write entries. Mk.

Yesterday we all went to the Mall. I met Maggie. I spent about $30 yesterday alone so it's not funny... I dunno how much I will spend today, I'm not at all impressed.

Came back, and played Subaru Poker. Fun poker game, and that's the only thing I'm gonna tell ;D Pagyuu~ desu no.

Oh yea, lately I seem to be so awake in the morn. I'm sleeping regularly for a change, so that's good. But soon the Campions League will start and if I have the chance to go back home and watch the games start at 3AM so... >_> meh. Yasmi is t3h morning-sleeper.

Today is gonna be a long day. Yay for gerai.

2006年1月14日土曜日

:x

Anyone can be a blogger. You don't need to update it everyday... :x your links will be up soon. I need to change layout too >_>

Yay for foodstalls on UBD 20th anniversary :D me can pig out. And oh yea, this is the second time I've been in close proximity with the royal family, the first time was when they had Friday prayers at Masjid Zainab, Lumut.

*drops dead* Oh yea, I'm addicted to Daneta 2 by Copper Mattock.

2006年1月11日水曜日

o___o

Adakah ku pakai cara melayu merah time sembahyang hari raya. Orang lain mada pakai cara melayu warna merah masa hari raya haji =___=;;;;; karang kana aga kerabau karang...

2006年1月7日土曜日

Something you should know about me

I treat holidays as holidays. I do my holiday homework before the holidays back in secondary school.

Last year I was unfairly made to work for a MONTH for English. I want my holiday back. Thank god this year we're not doing something like that anymore.

But yea. Holiday will be over tomorrow but I'm still gonna spend it slow.

Holiday mood is predominant in me and I take time to get out of it.

2006年1月1日日曜日

Happy New Year

Meh...

I feel a sucky year coming ahead.