hurting heart

私が願うのは あなたとの絆だけ
色褪せない約束をこの胸に刻んで

2007年6月28日木曜日

Dreamhaze

New Bruneian $20 is a shiny yellow note. I absolutely LOVE a $20 note and one of my few little dreams have been one here - because whenever I play Monopoly, I love to stack up on my $20 notes because... it's green. Wish the new note was green, but it's already taken by $5. And yes, I have a vault full of $5.

I give up. The Wii is too friggin innovative to pass up. I am anti-Nintendo but I do feel they've gained the upper hand over Sony after 2 generations of being behind in the console department. Oh yea, I didn't tell you that my bro bought one just days after we gave him a PS3 for his present? I didn't want to because having 2 next-gen consoles in the house makes me look like some sort of richass SOB but there isn't one prime source for the purchases, it shows you that many hands make the job done faster.

Anyway. I look on the bright side, the PS3 has so few games now but you have Wii games raping the game shelves now. Add the fact that there are Japanese games out too (ah I should've got myself that Negima game) and you find yourself subject to which console is hot right now.

OK enough about games. Yesterday I went to UBD with duolulu and met up with some of you there as you already know. Mmm, I did want to avoid UBD until it reopens but ah. People are still nice to me so no use being afraid of them. What about you?

Now to continue playing stuff like Chaos Wars - I think I'm stuck mid-game, like I've always been with a lot of my RPGs...

2007年6月21日木曜日

Results out

It could have been worse. But still a CG supplementary to see out... Fine by me. Ahh revision revision...

But first I need to congratulate myself for getting 6 As in a row for Japanese though. Let's take everyone* for s'more sushi this weekend.

* - my family

2007年6月18日月曜日

Another meh week passes by.

Dude, I don't know how to use a camera. Don't ever buy me one.

So, supplementary list is very soon. I don't want to be there, but I don't want to fail either. But I shouldn't really keep my hopes up.

So I suddenly got blasted by my sis because I didn't go apply for Scotland, and hasn't talked to me ever since. She's gonna be the first of many - to be convinced I am such a failure and ignore me for god-knows-how-long. She's busy anyway, it's not her fault, but it's sad anyway to see the only person who got (and can get) on her bad side after she herself came back from Scotland is me.

Anyway, if you are planning to think of the same, go ahead. I still have my reasons. Although I'd be damned angry if any of the lecturers do such a thing, because they gave me a major influence on it.

2007年6月13日水曜日

Status Update

- Happy birthday to my elder sister~ I still don't know what to buy for her present. She's been giving me presents since I was little but I'm just at a loss to even know what she wants.

- Been driving the past few days. I still suck at it. I'm not born to drive.

- Playing Chaos Wars on PS2.

- Feeling depressed again today.

2007年6月5日火曜日

No, no excuses, just reasons

The day I blew all my overseas education hopes for the new semester away, is also the day my own brother recieved a nice Shell scholarship for Jefri students. Congratulations and happy belated birthday, hope you like the presents coming along.

No regrets, baby. I don't want to spend all of my summer holidays going to and fro, making lengthy trips and burdening the driver, doing lengthy medicals, writing lengthy paperwork and making lengthy calls. Now that's very naive you say, if that is the reason I'm giving, but I have lots and lots of other reasons, some already thought out earlier than you think.

That said, I suppose I've become very much unwanted at both camps.

See you all in late July.

I'm sorry.