hurting heart

私が願うのは あなたとの絆だけ
色褪せない約束をこの胸に刻んで

2007年11月29日木曜日

Everything went wrong for me today.

Just everything. Hope it's not fatal.

In other news, I'm going to sign in to MSN a lot more from now on, so if you have deleted my addy, you can readd me now. The address is in my Blogger info page.

2007年11月27日火曜日

Reason #25481538467263712764 why I'll never drive

My mom will talk me out of driving at night and/or to Bandar.

"Talk" is a pretty nice replacement for the real word.

2007年11月24日土曜日

Rogue Galaxy

Silly me getting into a PS2 game just days before exams.

I also found out that the lead heroine is voiced by none other than Aya Ueto...

2007年11月17日土曜日

The battle starts now.

One semester gone out the window. Approaching 7 days of doom.

Lemme quote Saki Tsuzura from Arcana Heart.

「偉大なる天使(アルカナ)よ、我は願う、我が手に剣と盾を。」

2007年11月12日月曜日

When the wedding hadrahs echo in a glorious Sunday morning...

So last week was really hectic, the first of my cousins from my mother's side got married. I did a few things here and there, it was a really wet day with all the rain and in the end I just can't get myself to keep awake. The food was okay, like most of these events, but really it was tiresome and boring to an extent... mmm

I really should have took crazy poses around the pelamin. Among other things I thought of was like, the appearance of Wedding Peach, the brief superhero-pairing of me and Armadillah from Pre-U Science 1/2 series to save the wedding from disaster, and one scene of Aqil sulking on the staircase that made me think, had I taken out a canvas and drew it, I could sell it for 10 grand for expressionism art. On the rear side of that, I now realise why people never bother to consult me whenever -I- sulked when I was a few years younger, and they most probably ridiculed me when they happened too. Ask Zair. She was the only one who cared back then, I felt sometimes.

Heard mom's dikir troupe in action too, not under a competition this time. They sound a lot better than last time. Which also made me think, when I become rich one day, I'll search the best young female vocals in Brunei and turn them into a powerful dikir supergroup of sorts. All of this in search of that one elusive voice I heard that afternoon. That wonderful afternoon when Safoora serenaded me to her rendition of Salla'alaikallah. ...

Congratulations to the newlyweds. Actually I don't know if I'm ever gonna have something like today. It's tough to die lonely and with no children but these days, even when you say it's all in His hands, you just know, by a glance, some poor people don't have a whimper of a hope of getting laid, much less getting hitched.

2007年11月7日水曜日

Apaka~n? Apana~h.

...

apana~h.

My lil sister is an awesome trendsetter. I seriously hope you become Brunei's Top Model or something. You're just -that- awesome and pretty to me.