To my family

Why can't I plan my own room's arrangement? Wasn't it you all who said to think before I do anything? Why are the old mattresses still clogging up the space where I wanna put my things, and still you're forcing me to move my stuff out? Why are you all making the excuse that my room is messy and lacks space for the PS2 when some of your damn clothes are the ones taking that space up?

And why are you all rushing me to move my stuff and change the tiling? I didn't have any problems with it. No that's not the real problem. Don't spend the money on anything with regards to me, I feel very bad about it.

You see why you never see me do any sort of work? Because you will do something totally against my plans if I ask you to help. This morning proved that was the case.

I shouldn't really be complaining because I appreciate some of the refurbishings you have done but you're encroaching into my space where it matters and where I don't have any issues on your part in retrospect.

Construction completed

Well, turns out that the bulk of the work on Rumah SAYA is done - the house is all green now.

Probably quite a few of you would be thinking that I'm the one responsible for this new scheme but no, actually I had the least say in all the revamping. Not that I'm complaining, but I just have this problem that whenever I voice my opinions in this house that someone's gonna rebutt it and make me look stupid.

Of course the work is not at all done in regards to the house, we're gonna do a lot of moving stuff around. My room will get the space it always wanted by taking out all the books - but what I really want is to move the old grandma's bed somewhere else. That way I can finally get a few desks in and maybe setup my own small PC network.

They say they wanna expand my room too in the near future, but I don't wanna do it right now. I mean, with the way things have been, we've probably gone over-budget.

Fever

Down with fever the past few days. I probably got it from my brother. Shouldn't have travelled with him on Saturday, but I felt sorry for him who had to go to Bandar and pick up new cornishes for the house.

Soon as I recover I'll need to find and talk to Zair.