hurting heart

私が願うのは あなたとの絆だけ
色褪せない約束をこの胸に刻んで

2005年10月30日日曜日

ignore please

AHHHH STRESS X_X

2005年10月26日水曜日

rawr

My new amah fails. Why is there a tudong in my wardrobe?!

Got a few stuff to do for uni. *sigh* I guess Densha Otoko would have to wait...

2005年10月19日水曜日

I AM SLEEEPY!

RAAAAAAWR

I feel like slacking off all week, ever since I've heard there was a 3 day holiday. I need the time to rethink and regather all my thoughts and maybe clean my room or something.

lol I find myself sleeping again today, fortunately the lessons are pretty okay to understand.

Why?

Sleeping at 3AM is kinda worth it when you play an H-game with such a real good ending, you sleep really really good with it (and no I didn't have to mandi wajib because I played it only for the story.)

2005年10月16日日曜日

Elementary, my dear Watson

- I wanna stop mastermind from eating stungkai too early.

- I think one of my classmate thinks I am interested in her DDDDD: lol no.

- I dunno why people get away from me. Yes I am ugly, and that may be the one and only reason.

- I actually submitted something that is buggy. Well, I didn't want to in the first place anyway.

- Dr. Nwabueze is frustrated that we are ignoring his subject too often. It's hard to grasp the concept anyway.

- Until the people actually want to know me and such, I'm keeping away from BJFA UBD. I still wanna help make the website though and Oxba will pull me on the ears if I say this :x

- I have a fscking English essay to write, get away from me.

- The Watermelon is Good.

2005年10月11日火曜日

苦手(にがて)

You see that Japanese word in the title?

That's how I feel about some people in my class.

(Look it up if you don't know).

2005年10月9日日曜日

GW's Sungkai Offer

Hi, I am the Green Wanderer.

I live in the UBD Hostel, and love the canteen to bits until recently when I broke fast this Wednesday. I ate the set meal for sungkai and half-an-hour later I was in pain because of a stomach bug -and there is no doubt that it came from the food I just ate.

So, for this whole puasa month, I am offering any, ANY of you people who have transport to take me out to sungkai, in exchange for having all of your expenses with the meal all paid by me. Name the place, you can go from the yummiest stalls to the poshiest hotel buffets, anywhere from KB to Muara.

If you insist I can also pay for your petrol consumption, or even a round of pool after sungkai.

\o/ what are you waiting for? You love free food? Then this is the right offer.

Sincerely,

Green Wanderer.

2005年10月6日木曜日

>_> (Some of) my secrets.

What, now you girls wanna approach me to get all my secrets? Bang off.

...

*sigh* Here goes.

There's this girl that I've been with in my class from Darjah Pra until 6. She's a mixed Brunei-Kuching girl, sweet, smart, sharp-talking and is good at most things.

She wasn't my first love. Haha. I kissed my first love on the cheek when I was Darjah 1. The girl was then afraid of me and changed schools. (I've made many girls transfer schools because of how scary I was, yep.)

Anyway. When we were Darjah 6, after a brief spell of being quite together, we split for different schools, me to the now-called SMPJN, and she went to SMPAP Lumut.

We exchanged a few letters via my cousin, and still keep our phone numbers to this day.The last time I saw her, however, was in 1998.

The last time I've heard of her was in Upper Six.

The last time I got her message was last year when she wished me happy birthday. She was one of two girls who did that who weren't of my family.

By the time that happened, I lost much of my feelings to her.

Heh.