hurting heart

私が願うのは あなたとの絆だけ
色褪せない約束をこの胸に刻んで

2006年2月24日金曜日

Quiz :D

Kuiz Perayau

Lately I get ticked off pretty easily, why is this so? ~_~ maybe PMS.

Yesterday I went with some CS students to Fidah's house, it was fun overall!

Now that the 4th semester is on halftime, it's time to straighten the gameplay and strategies out. >__> I'm on a yellow card, I should be cautious.

But anyway, have fun doing the quiz.

2006年2月21日火曜日

E.R.

Today I went to RIPAS and saw Eechut with some of the CS students. She's having/will have an operation, so we ought to visit her and brought her flowers and a teddy bear. Mastermind looks so playful with it... haha. So I suggested we give it a gender and name and now C.S. is a she.

We talked for awhile and when we were leaving, not to take any chances, I held C.S. on the head with my hand and closed my eyes in a deep prayer - she will watch over her from then till the end.

We wish Eechut a quick recovery.

Last tutorial of Miss KOTOKO today. In the end she said "I don't like all of you" so that was it. I don't wanna see her face again.

2006年2月20日月曜日

Picnic report :o

Yay BJFA-UBD Picnic at the weekend! Mind you, just for this event I didn't go back home to watch Man U v Liverpool - and look what happened T___T

I woke up at around 5, just to burn off some more CDs, but then I got sleepy again and slept till 8. After I messaged Oxba to tell me when's he coming to fetch me from hostel, I too the morning shower.

After changing, I packed extra clothing, a towel and my CD holder on one of my bags and got out. Saw Menglong at the entrance, then I asked him to wait near the canteen (which by then Oxba had arrived). Funny seeing him in casual clothes - it's the first time I did!

Finally we came to the Berakas Forestry, the default picnic place (I guess, looking at the hordes of people who came) around BSB. Reaching the end of the steep road, at the beachfront, the Hostel Resco were at the other side (we already knew they were also gonna be picnicking at the same date) that overlooked the beach. Some Filipinos were near our site blasting their music so I wanted to remedy it with my own radio - since I gotten to be like the one in charge for music - so I asked April for the batteries I asked her to get. What, you didn't? :x And there comes the "message someone that hasn't come to ask them to buy" side-story that lasted till 11 when Hime-sama came.

Foodstalls were setting up around us - it's a shame I didn't bring my money. The fire took 2 and a half hours to fully operate.

Went down to the beach, past a few familiar faces and saw Niza-chan digging the loveboat. Suddenly the place got warmer and the sun came out. I felt a bit woozy and left Oxba digging up his trench.

Went back and did a bit of helping here and there - I was always the one handling the cool drinks section so I specialised on that (those who know me since back at SMPJN would recall that for 3 years straight I skipped the annual school cross-country race by working with the drinks distribution at the finish line). My head started to kill me, it wasn't a fever but I knew it won't make me feel good. Fortunately Oxba brought some Panadol so I took that, thanks a lot, man.

What about the people there? The attendees reached 40, which was above the target. Even Minako-sensei came so the place was lively. The main man, Kaichou, started a few fun games - some people were constantly cooking and got sunburnt because of it (and in the end there were still uncooked chicken) but yea, I'd say the picnic was a success.

Except the music. For one thing, they expected me to bring either something other than anime songs or something not even Japanese. The batteries came with Hime-sama but there was another radio blasting out Menglong's CD. Some of them brought along their guitars (a pair of them, good ones indeed) so that spelt the end of my radio and my job. If you can't beat 'em, join 'em, so I played the guitar myself. Heh, there's the music for ya.

Lunch was served at midday and the food was okay. Dango, potato chips, sausages, chicken, tuna corn sandwich, salmon onigiri (arigatou sensei, oishikatta yo~), vanilla cocktail, cheese tart, cake, lolipop, ...yea.

Then it's "(Don't) Do That Friggin Kung-Fu Stance" conducted by David-sensei, the kendo teacher who also came. Oxba and Iletia did a great job with that, haha. I do think that the better you are at this game, the less obedient you are in obeying orders XD

I was close to being kaput by that time, so I popped in another Panadol. After a long interval of inactivity and chatter and stuff, the people went off to the beach at 3. It was so friggin hot... so a few stayed behind (to finish up the food and drinks) until it was cooler and the number of people who remained was like... the 4 of us who were playing cards?

Oh yea I practically pwned everyone at Big 2 'till the end, maybe I only had 2 losses out of about 20 games. Maybe all the years of experience helped me in that :x yep, Big 2 is a strategy game, know it or not.

The sky got cloudy, the day began to end, the people started to leave and effectively, the only thing left to do was to tidy up and pack. So I did just that, saw a few wet people, took a few unfinished foodstuffs and waited till everyone went home. Moonshiner brought me back to the hostel along with Menglong. That jalopy we rode on is t3h ancient, man.

As what I said, it was a fun day and one to remember. Met and knew some people I would have ignored, saw a few things I haven't, and even though the lack of my music pluggage and my health was a personal downer, laying down my cards successfully in triumph does kinda make it enjoyable.

As a footnote, before I left I looked at the beautiful sea once again - somehow the things I fear, the tasks that were poking me on the butt, the work I have to endure, the wrath of the people wanting my neck, they were all gone, as I feel the sea breeze and gaze at the blue water and the azure sky.

When I turned away from it, in a way that I already knew it was coming, they all came back.

2006年2月18日土曜日

Padasssss

Well this place will stay and look emo for a few days, please bear with it :x

I'll try and attempt to write something in short and skipping lines...

Kalat mataku eh. The same words were uttered by Mastermind who is beside me now. Oh yea, gonna help Oxba write help text for the tutorial CDs of the anime workshop. Today, Dr. Mahmud was scary. I feared him asking me my project. Eechut fell sick again x_x Oxba is also under the weather. Geez tomorrow I have a picnic to attend to and I'm in charge of music - can anyone lend me a mike and gimme 8 'D'-batteries? My throat's acting funny this morning too, hope I can sing tomorrow or else <_<

2006年2月15日水曜日

Something deep for me to share

It is dangerous to assume that I have no ego whatsoever. I have one, and it is a dangerous thing.

One of our favourite places will shortly be gone. There's already an answer, and the moral of the story is to know where single people stand...

My separation was painful. My longing is painful. But I look at what's in front of me, and falling into the pit there would surely be more painful.

I'm done for, this semester.

I just want to try my best. But I am human, as with all of you. We can't have everything, we have very little things, as a matter of fact.

I have a huge headache. Thank god one assignment got extended. I don't think I'll be able to carry on like this.

g-1

2006年2月14日火曜日

Varenkine

Went out to lunch with Ken but didn't see many Ugama people around. This celebration is overrated anyway...

So most people wore pink today :x Pink is a good colour. I dunno why so many people hate it...

I woke up with a stomachache, a bad one, at 3:30AM. Can't sleep after that since I went to the toilet six times. It was the bad egg sandwich I had last night - now that's an egg sandwich I don't mind if Karin from TH2 would steal.

I hope there's no Mr. Lim later.

2006年2月13日月曜日

Ex-slacker for hire

For CO2207 System Analysis and Design class

21-year-old semi-l33t programmer/planner/database maintainer/tukang lanja available for hire. Demands negotiable pay in exchange for supportive team with a good rate of work. Request immediate employment. Status critical.

2006年2月12日日曜日

Bah, banar-banar tah.

Going back to hostel a bit early, I dunno why.

But anyway, I promise to work ultra-hard next week, be it HCI, Dr. Mahmud's class, programming project, even English. It's now or never.

It's gonna be hard...

2006年2月8日水曜日

Aha!

Have BJFA-UBD meeting later, and I'm gonna get to find out who's gonna be with me in the Karaoke Club. I don't know if I'm really in the Exec+Head of BJFA-UBD (I'm just the head of a club) but it's great if I am.

I hear this weekend is Study @ UBD... well I think I need a break so I'm gonna take Saturday off.

Dammit, still no hostel coupons since the friggin makcik is always AWOL whenever I go back to hostel. It's no fair because everyone else has cars and drive back to get them whenever they can and if they don't, their friends get it for them. Which is why sometimes I don't get the coupons for sometimes a whole month.

2006年2月7日火曜日

Kembara....

Aku Pengembara Hijau Dengan Hati Emas Dan Otak Kuning.

2006年2月6日月曜日

ARE YOU BROKE? Yes, I'm brokenhearted.

Heh, before I left for hostel yesterday I paid $200 for the bills at home and told my amah to tell my mom the money's from my dad (she never lets me pay for it). I'm not showing off, I just wanna give the impression of being a responsible "rich guy" unlike some people think me of.

Today we're going to Ken's house I hear? meh, before that we have HCI and I'm just dreading it. I'm dreading of too many things such as all the projects already anyway.

Finally slept well in a while. Hope the weather gets better.

2006年2月5日日曜日

O_o

Whoa, seminggu labih nda update. Didn't have time on the net enough I guess.

Anyway, I was in bed all day on Friday and Saturday because of fever. -_-; But I feel better today. Should be okay next week.

Meh, drama caught up with me again. I hate this. *bad mood*...