Academically a graduate, all else a delinquent

I swear, I'm starting to lose my sanity with all the hassle and mess that is my graduation from UBD.

All the driving up and down, the money I have to spend, the flak I get from others, the admin stuff I have to get with no help from anyone else, they're driving me nuts. I thought this was gonna be a happy and prestigious event? Hell no. Because all the 4 years and I only got a 3rd-class. They don't care my sis took a year longer - in the end her 2-1 definitely makes her tops. This "pioneer" shit I talked about when I claimed I'll be the one of the first from UBD with this kind of degree doesn't sell much - even that guy at iCentre laughed at it when I mentioned it.

I've lamented over the past few years how my youth has passed me by - soon as I finally recieve that near-useless paper in my hands, my youth is over. Gone. I now face the real life I've feared all this time. The golden rule to face real life is to have confidence, and I have none of that whatsoever.

The Yasmi Universe, which is the collective term for all those stories I wrote and had mentioned in a previous entry, will "end" on the titular hero Yasmi's graduation day, when he gets killed off by a villainous group of seven people which includes Safoora, Shalena and even my mother (oops, spoiler!). Will I have the courage to emulate that in real life on that day?