Somebody shoot me

Times like this I feel like I wanna die or something.

I've got deadlines staring at my face again, but this time it's the big one. Then coupled with other small but significant deadlines.

Then lately I had dreams of Sika again and thought probably she can help me with things so earlier this week I messaged her again.

She hasn't replied since.

I've had enough of life, everything's so unfair.