Sorry for the absence

Happy belated birthdays to Is and Ded.

I dunno what to make of my sudden total barricade of all things social. It's more like nobody invited me anywhere, but it's the same thing as usual anyway. People have been already used to not having me along.

I should stop sulking like usual... but I can't help it. I'm such an emotional person. I've got nothing happy to talk or write about, because somebody will always slap me in the face as soon as I smile.

No wonder I never change.