Reminiscing

I watch and play a lot of high-school setting romance anime and games; and it is true that so many series have that kind of situation; whether a "coming of age" story or a dramatic love decahedron.

And when I think back... I should have spent my high-school (in our case, secondary-school) a lot better. That's why I hate myself more than I hate everyone else - I always spurn a lot of my chances in life, usually for the safer but less-satisfying route.

Why did I thought I never had any friends back then? Why couldn't I even strike a proper conversation on my own? Why did I make enemies with the greatest genius I've ever come to know?

And why didn't I find the love I've always craved for by myself?

These high-school romance are played by a lot of us grown-up males because we miss school. I always advise kids who hate school to never do that because when they become old as I am now, they'll sure be looking back and regret a few things.

We only live once. It's sad that we've wasted so many of our opportunities. It's okay if we can't turn back time, but if only we didn't have the ability to revisit the past...

One mellow post from the previous 2 rage posts. I've become so damn insecure.